It's all been a bit, weird and surreal, so much has gone on. Good and bad things, but God has shaped me through both! I've been through heartbreak, and difficult times, I've had some of the worst times I can think of, and I've been hurt by people. But all of this was just God doing his will, working things out for me, and developing and strengthening me for things to come.
The summer was probably the biggest turning point, I started it a broken girl, and feeling like a bit of a failure in God's eyes, and came out the other end feeling loved, renewed and unbelievably blessed. God had given me things to do, they weren't the easiest, but I did them and the results are still showing now.
He pushed soul61, so i went for it, and doubted whether it was right, but God persisted, and a week after the interview I got the email accepting me on the course, once again God made a way. And if I hadn't have done what he asked, I wouldn't be in that place right now.
Theres a song called 'Never Once' by Matt Redman, and it says 'Never once did we ever walk alone, never once did you leave us on our own, you are Faithful, God you are Faithful'
I can really say that every single word of this song is true, and this past year has really shown me this, I hav never ever felt alone, and God stuck to his promises, and stayed Faithful to them.
And now, for 2012, its going to be the biggest year of my life, and there is no doubt about that! A levels, moving out, living in Watford , SOUL 61! Going to be crazy, and I know God is going to do some incredible things, I just can't wait to see what he's gonna do! I am an open book now to God, and whatever and wherever he wants to take me I will go there. It's the most exciting thing ever knowing that you have given all your life to God, and he is going to guide you every step of the way, and this is only the beginning!
Thankyou God for an amazing year and how much you have been with me, and heres to a year of you using me as much as you want!
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